chandlerl : Writing

Inside

Inside

A Poem by chandlerl


I put up a front, tell myself not to cry. I can look right at you, and tell you a lie. 'Yes I'm alright.' Inside things are spinning, why won't ..
Nothing Like This Fear

Nothing Like This Fear

A Poem by chandlerl


There's nothing like this fear. When you don't know what will happen. What the future holds, in it's twisted hand of cards. You can't see where th..
Cement and Tears

Cement and Tears

A Poem by chandlerl


So much goes on, behind the curtian, no one knows- what happens behind closed doors. The scent comes blossoming from grief and emptiness, this t..
Tears

Tears

A Poem by chandlerl


Days pass, but sleep feels useless. Boring and a waste of time, I lie awake- doing nothing feeling so alone. Your there on the edge of my mind, ..
1 Month

1 Month

A Poem by chandlerl


For one month, I was free, for a month, I was in heaven. I made my own rules my own law. Ultimate freedom from anyone's rule, but my own. Free f..
Just Stop

Just Stop

A Poem by chandlerl


Just stop, while it's not too late. I refuse to believe that this life of suffering, is my only fate.
The Ending of Your Life

The Ending of Your Life

A Poem by chandlerl


Put the needle to your arm, to the vein which lurks beneath. Count your breaths, in, then out. Feel what is in reach, instant gratification. For..
A New Life

A New Life

A Poem by chandlerl


My old life had me stealing dope doing lines every time I woke. Had me on the streets losing hair and teeth. Had me rockin' out to a beat, tha..
Leaving Home

Leaving Home

A Poem by chandlerl


This life isn't right. This isn't where I want to be. Cold, alone, empty of tears and my journal- the only thing still sitting beside me. A conse..
Death, Have Mercy

Death, Have Mercy

A Poem by chandlerl


They will fine me. I will be carted away. But will I find, what I'm looking for? Will I find, my own way? or will today, be like tomorrow just..