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I put up a front,
tell myself not to cry.
I can look right at you,
and tell you a lie.
'Yes I'm alright.'
Inside things are spinning,
why won't ..
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There's nothing like this fear.
When you don't know what will happen.
What the future holds,
in it's twisted hand of cards.
You can't see where th..
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So much goes on,
behind the curtian,
no one knows- what happens
behind closed doors.
The scent comes blossoming
from grief and emptiness,
this t..
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Days pass,
but sleep feels useless.
Boring and a waste of time,
I lie awake- doing nothing
feeling so alone.
Your there on the edge of my mind,
..
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For one month, I was free,
for a month, I was in heaven.
I made my own rules
my own law.
Ultimate freedom
from anyone's rule, but my own.
Free f..
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Just stop,
while it's not too late.
I refuse to believe
that this life of suffering,
is my only fate.
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Put the needle to your arm,
to the vein which lurks beneath.
Count your breaths,
in, then out.
Feel what is in reach,
instant gratification.
For..
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My old life had
me stealing dope
doing lines
every time I woke.
Had me on the streets
losing hair and teeth.
Had me rockin' out
to a beat,
tha..
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This life isn't right.
This isn't where I want to be.
Cold, alone, empty of tears
and my journal- the only thing
still sitting beside me.
A conse..
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They will fine me.
I will be carted away.
But will I find,
what I'm looking for?
Will I find,
my own way?
or will today,
be like tomorrow
just..
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