chandlerl : Writing

Look at Me

Look at Me

A Poem by chandlerl


Open the wounds and leave me bleeding.Open the wounds,but let me go.Let me be, who I am.Who I want and need to be.Let the wounds healinside of me.Oh G..
Life is Pain

Life is Pain

A Poem by chandlerl


Damian- Do I make you happy?Love- Am I worthy?Hate- Anger doesn't equate.Relationships- Come and go.Drugs- You have to ..
As the Water Goes

As the Water Goes

A Poem by chandlerl


The water spreads,the worry growshe didn't make it don't you know?No I didn't I say in ill replyBut those words were not uttered outloud.Only wordedIn..
Confusion

Confusion

A Poem by chandlerl


I wake in solitude...no this can't be right.That sun streaming through my open windowis much too bright.The pills I take to numb the painare much too ..
Burning Sun

Burning Sun

A Poem by chandlerl


I am not proud although I am not frail in the misgivings I've given to you. I had forgotten the life- the friendship the good times- I had with yo..
Live and Die

Live and Die

A Poem by chandlerl


I wanted a normal life. One ending in a white picket fence. Living out my days with my one true love. Then it came to my mind once that, that is n..
17 Years and a Dream

17 Years and a Dream

A Poem by chandlerl


I'm 17 today. I say that with a heavy heart because I don't have much to say much to show. Really, it's just another day. Well, happy birthday ..
The Last Line

The Last Line

A Poem by chandlerl


There's a line on this paper.Does it matter of what?There's a pipe in my bag,does it matter what kind?I'm down to my last three syringes.Do you have a..
A Dope Filled World

A Dope Filled World

A Poem by chandlerl


I never thought, I'd be here again.It's the same and different, all at once.More's at risk and yet I'm more at easethen I've ever been before, in your..
Where I Belong

Where I Belong

A Poem by chandlerl


Where do I belongI can't go back to my old lifethat trail of tears and broken relationshipsthose are all my past.My new trail is leaving behind so muc..