I'm faling fast and far.I did well for so long.Now it's failing.Painting?I'm terrible at it anyway.And have no ideas.I just want to be gone.So my mind..
I have no idea.Why.I miss you.Maybe it's because.We spent so much time together.And even though you can't handle.A realrelationship.You were of in my ..
It'staintingmy soul.Every time you bring him up.Every time.I go right back to when you were with him...The teaming jealousy I felt.Thatfamiliar taste ..
It's creeping into my mind."She's going to leave you.For someone way better.And you know it."And I buy into every damn word of itI know it's going to ..
When these thoughts pound in my head.I feel like what small flame I have.Will blow out.I don't know how easy it is.To tell when I'm ready to give up.O..
It's all it is.Dysphoria.That ugly word.That rules my world.I just want to be who I am on the inside.But I can't just be that.Small things help.Like p..
My skin feels like it doesn't fit.Like it's a shirt one size two small.I want to tear it away.Make me into who I am inside.But that won't get me anywh..
The times we spent.Flash before my eyes. While I sleep.The feelings I have for you.Sit in the bottom of my heart.Burning a hole.You sit at the corners..