Beat to the ground.Kicked while I'm down.That's how I feel.I can't work out what's best for me.I need time to think.But the place I think best.Is with..
I don't know why.But your the last person I want to let go off.You make me so mad.But I miss you like hell.Why couldn't things have been different?I h..
All I want anymore is to be gone.It would solve everything.I wouldn't hurt anymore.I wouldn't have to deal with all of my issues.Things would just be ..
You put up with all my s**t.Even when I almost leave you.Or when I fall into my hole.And cut up some part of myself.I couldn't ask for anything more.Y..
Why do you still call to me?I'm suppose to hate you.I'm suppose to never want to see you.Yet.Here I am.Wishing it was still us together.And I'm sorry ..
I hardly feel anything anymore.Nothing but a pain in my chest.I'm not sure what's become of me.Waking up is harder and harder.Even when I drag the bla..
I know what I'm doing.I'm shutting down.Hard and quick.The walls go up.And I have no idea what for.I'm scared of somethingBut I have no idea what that..
I can't handle all this pain.All this fear and confusion.I can't do it.But what could come of even talking about it.Could prove to be worse.I don't kn..
What would happen if I left you?Would you hate me?Would we never speak?Would you throw me out?Would I become like him?I have no idea.But I'm getting v..