I'm sorry for what happened last night.I have everyone so scared again.I can't stop shaking.My heart feels like it's stopped beating.I just want to cr..
I'm sorry I can't let people in.I'm sorry I don't want to show what I'm feeling.I've started distancing myself for a reason.Because if I do something...
I sit here and watch.As lose family member after family member.To their own hands.It makes me wonder.When it will be my turn.It really is a thought on..
This time around.I'm going to fight as much as I can.I need you in my life.More then just a friend.I need you by my side.Or I can not live.You mean so..
I can't stop this pain anymore.I just want to feel ok for longer then a few days.But here I sit.Wishing I couldn't feel anything.Wishing I was cut up...
I want to hide in a corner.Knees to my chest.Tears in my eyes.Screaming and sniffling.I don't know what's come over me.But I'm not doing well.I feel s..
I can't pull myself out of this hole...I want to be happy and free.But it's like dragging a weight around.No matter how hard I try.It's slowing me dow..
Is it ok to feel like this?For my depression and anxiety to prevent me,From moving on in life.I'm so scared of everything not working out.That I don't..
Isn't it funny.How something that can kill you.Can make you feel alive?Can make you feel better?More like yourself?I can't help that it helps me.Stop ..
The word is out.And it turned out better then I thought.But I still sit here.Silent as can be.Wishing I could say more.Feeling the pain in my heart.Mi..