Here it is again.The time I long for.All year.Only because.I'm finally able to be happy.Without worry.But yet.I feel it creeping right behind me.Tryin..
Written in my eyes.Cut into my skin.Everywhere.All over me.I can't do this.I can't find a reason to stay.Why sit here in my pain?Cutting.Just to get b..
I live for.Bleed for it.Die for it.I need it.More then I ever felt I haveThe count is up to 50.The goal?You don't want to know.He's not happy.And he t..
I've seen two people.That I'm very close to.Do it.But last night.One gave in.But he swears to never again.I've tried a few times.And came close.But it..
In my own mind.The wreck I've become.Shaking till the glass meets my lips.Or the metal rips my skin.Or the pill slides down my throat.Trying to find s..
CryingScreamingCuttingThrowingBeatingNot sleepingI've never hurt this much over losing someone.And if it does end.In us never talking again.I will nev..
It seems.There isn't a damn thing.I can say.Sorry wont cut it.And it wasn't worth this.I don't know where.I'll end up without you now.Even though.Some..
Being thrown back in. Has not helped. I've gotten worse. Helping solve crimes. Is easy. But not on my mind. Tossing and turning. All night long. Wakin..