I hate to be me the way I feel the way I act the fake smile I wearhow can I be the complete opposite of what I wish to be Can you see how I scream do ..
I'm done with you I'm done with this how can I move forwardif all you do is hold me backhow could I not see how youdragged me down how can you do this..
Tell me you love me tell me you care please this isn't fair how can you speak in a voice that will make me believewhen all you do is deceive you hide ..
As the smoke takes me to a placeI feel like ice on a lake not quite strong but I seem to have fooled the ones who skate across my face on the surface ..
I'm okay...I'm finePlease just listen to my liesI hate thisthis feeling inside that saysI'll never be okayI'll never be finewhen I speak I hear nothin..