christina : Writing

a dream and a nightmare

a dream and a nightmare

A Poem by christina


last night i had a dreamand a nightmare i don’t recall the details, because the second my eyes locked on youeverything else disappearedi rememb..
losing myself

losing myself

A Poem by christina


I cannot remember who I amI feel like ghost of a personthe shadow of who I once wasthe smile that I used to wearlike my favorite accessorysits high on..
who I used to be

who I used to be

A Poem by christina


sometimes I think about who I used to bea collection of broken piecesnumbers on a scale, dropping lowerspace between my thighs, growing biggerribs dis..
joy

joy

A Poem by christina


i was fourteen when I first realized my impact on this worldmy music teacher told me that I was one of his favorite studentsbecause every day that I w..
some days

some days

A Poem by christina


i don't know if it's a flaw in my genetic makeupbut there is a chaos in my heartthat rages so loudly, i cannot silence itand a brokenness in some part..
relapse

relapse

A Poem by christina


"wish you were here!" he saysand my heart breaks a thousand timesbecause it is not that i am so spitefulthat i don't want to spend time with my family..
missing you

missing you

A Poem by christina


it's such an intimate thing,telling someone you miss them.i've always said it without abandonbecause i feel so deeplyand i fall so quickly.i don't kno..
good man

good man

A Poem by christina


i have terrible taste in men. my friends never fail to give me hell for the losers I date, and it’s true. I never seem to pick the right ones..
pain

pain

A Poem by christina


pain is like the ocean sometimes the waves crest when you’re not ready so instead of riding the swell, you get slammed by a white wall of p..
her

her

A Poem by christina


coffee-colored eyes,a smile like golden sunshine,a laugh like windchimes.she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.