I have been very busy this passed year, holy cow. I've now lost 4 of my closest friends, not to death, but to bad circumstance and many mistakes and bad decisions on my part :(
My heart aches, but I must be strong.
If you don't stay strong the the pain alone is enough to engulf you.
But today starts the day of my betterment :)
See y'all soon
Maybe I'll even be able to write again, who knows