Autumn Alvira

Back, and hopefully for good.
I want to start posting my stuff again. And i want to have a place i can finally post my feelings. :)

So, I'm Autumn.
I'm 19. I'm transgender.
I love cosplay, drawing and music.
I have mental disorders that will sometimes be talked about in my writing.
Hope you like my stuff, if not eh. its a free world.



"living in the eye of a hurricane. Everything was too normal and quiet and I felt detached, as if my past and my future were swirling around me."

when we get one pain , we remember all pains in our life and get sadness

Some of the greater things in life are unseen that is why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream.

Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.

We'll fight, we'll scream, we'll cry. We'll ignore each other, annoy each other, we might even throw things around. But that doesn't mean it's the end. You'll teach me, I'll teach you. You'll be there to hold my hand through everything. I'll hold your hand too. We'll grow stronger, Together.

"The worst feeling isn't being lonely. It's being forgotten by someone you could never forget"

"It’s hard to care for a person, when you know that one more step forward will make you fall in love..and one step back will ruin your friendship"

"Haters are confused admirers who can't understand why everybody loves you" - Paulo Coelho

The time spent with u , was just like a sweet dream , and now that its over , i realized maybe i took our dream too seriously

facebook always makes me want to write your name, coz it's always asking "what's on your mind?"

"As I sit with little to do, my mind is filled with thoughts of you, as I work hard throughout the day, I miss your smile that's miles away, as I lay down and try to sleep, it's memories of you I always keep, you must know this, my love so true, I spend all my time; missing you." ♥