She never really knew what she wantedWho she wasAlways following in someone else's shadowConfused and aloneSegregated for herrealizationOutcast for fi..
The bullets are cold agasint my fingers, I roll them carelessly between them, the gun laying neatly on the bed infront of me. My eyes clouded by water..
What if i fall apart before i make it?End up just another crumpled statisticBuried beneath the pavementWhat if i can't do it?Endlessly chasing after t..
I miss having someone to hold on tosomeone i could trustbut now i look in all your eyes and see the same things i used toMy paranoia returnsand i can ..
My breathing quickensquackes and shuddersit comes out inexasperatedspurtsI can't control itI can't stop itI can't predict itMy thoughts raceLost in tr..
I wanted to make everyone happy but i failedI wanted to make the boy i loved happy but i failedI wanted to be the child my mother wanted me to be but ..
You can dance on burning rocksinvincible to the lavishing flames beneath your feetA spinning top of uptmost gloryrunning untarnished over the coalsWhy..
I kno its not the same anymore.. i wont love again.. but just let me feel alive.. just kiss me meaninglessly cause it dosent matter to me anymore&hell..