Secretly Jealous

Hi, I live in London where I moved to a little over two years ago. I initially hated the place since coming from the superficially perfect bubble that is my home city, Dubai, United Arab Emirates, but it has grown on me. I have had a privileged upbringing and currently attend an independent Catholic school. I despise all organised religions (except when they are playing the part of sactuary for a damaged soul) and my ideologies have sadly tagged me 'atheist' for all eternity. Extremism and fundamentalism in any form repulse me. Teenage angst drives me. The web of conformity that we swim in simply adds to my irritation of the free world. I believe that greed is a survival instict and desire is what drives us. This is actually a quote uttered by my then very intoxicated best friend. I am a free versing Bohemian at best. I am 18.