alastair : Writing

Falling Apart

Falling Apart

A Poem by alastair


i never thought i would find myselfthinking about taking too many pills at 4 in the morningbut there i wason my floor, tears streaming down my facehow..
Control

Control

A Poem by alastair


i could tell you were hurting but i didn't aski could see the pain in your eyes but i kept my shoulder to myselfam i allowed to ask, am i allowed to o..
Daylight

Daylight

A Poem by alastair


the sun was shining when you lefti think i prefer nights
Fate

Fate

A Poem by alastair


Do you believe in fate? Because I doSeeing you tonight of all nights was no coincidence
Losing Time

Losing Time

A Poem by alastair


I'm losing time, forgetting things.i look at my phone and see things thati have no recollection of sending you.not drunk, not high, not anythingwe hav..
This Time Around

This Time Around

A Poem by alastair


Last time he made me sickPhysically sickAll the stress almost put me in the hospitalHow did I get this way? How did I let myself get this way?The brea..
Betrayal

Betrayal

A Poem by alastair


I want the old us backno pressure, no past, no betrayal.But thats the thingit wasn't a mistake; it was betrayaland i don't know how to get past that.
Waiting Game

Waiting Game

A Poem by alastair


How to act around you is something i don't know how to do anymoreundecided on if you should be forgiven or notbare with methis is your faultyou made m..
Fishing

Fishing

A Poem by alastair


You were the perfect catchbut then you fell for her fakeand it changed you.It changed you forever.
Stargazing

Stargazing

A Poem by alastair


She looked at him as if he put the stars in the skyBut the looked faded and he did nothing to try to capture itSo that was the end.