He let out a laugh, unexplained to mostHe laughed because surely it was a mockeryHe laughed because they must be mocking him and themselvesHe laughed ..
I'm always keeping my distance from peopleI think from some irrational fear that they'll trip and run into meand just when bump into meI'll ring hollo..
I get those shocks of terror sometimesThat my mind slipped through my fingersThrough clenched wired fingers i let it seep awayTin man hammered hollowP..
I'm not sure what I remembered the most from that nightIf it was the manRaging and screaming outside the houseThe smell of alcohol and cigarettes waft..
Voices carried through the wallsIt curdles my statureand dulls my mindas a longing pang of guilt seeps through my bonesI remember when I was a part of..
left alone in the daily clutterall of me both everywhere and nowhereI see the memories in all of itbut i don't see me, i don't see what i believe is m..