The Evil Puppeteer

I am a college student, typical goofy random artsy chick. I've been writing for as long as I can remember *not counting intense points of writers block*. I write to get rid of thoughts or emotions, it is almost like, I feel something incredibly intense and I write it away. When I go back and read what I've written I can feel everything just as I did the first time but I am still slightly disconnected.