Teddybearlee : Writing

The Other Inside

The Other Inside

A Poem by Teddybearlee


I'm weak, I've cried for 2 years now almost...and it's safer that way....but if she pulls out the other side of me....
Here Comes The End

Here Comes The End

A Poem by Teddybearlee


These papers technically undo all we didExcept they can't undo we had a kidInstead it's for you, so you can be freeBut I can't, never, this ring's par..
Born Here

Born Here

A Poem by Teddybearlee


Shadowed stairsEmpty staresFires burningStomach turningDevil loomingVoices boomingAbuse receivedSmile deceivedI'm numbCan't runFrom bornTil wornEvery ..
The Devil Wins

The Devil Wins

A Poem by Teddybearlee


I feel myself accepting a fate I will never in my lifetime be happy withBut what choice to I have when it is the free will of another that dictatesI'l..
Stupid Boy-Man

Stupid Boy-Man

A Poem by Teddybearlee


Why can't he be like every other guyYou know, the bad ones the girls likeFuck 'em and leave 'emHop on and take a hikeGiving a damn has gotten him nowh..
Not These Dreams

Not These Dreams

A Poem by Teddybearlee


Not these dreams that awake me in tearsOf you telling me the sum of all of my fearsOf leaving and cheating and never having lovedOf not satisfying you..
Sleep, Sleep Deep

Sleep, Sleep Deep

A Poem by Teddybearlee


A coma I have been inLost to the worldFriends given upCan I blame them? I guess notI don't exist outside anymoreEverything hurtsFrom words to images t..
Warning Shot

Warning Shot

A Poem by Teddybearlee


Yes...I still have the urge to drag a knife across my chestYes...my mind will not shut off to give my body any restI want to fall down screaming at th..
If This Is How It Ends

If This Is How It Ends

A Poem by Teddybearlee


Tennyson was wrongI don't believe he knew what love wasIt killsPremature deathIt is heroinKnowing heavenAnd losing itNever againRussian roulette To th..
My Trip To Heaven

My Trip To Heaven

A Poem by Teddybearlee


There she isWalking towards meThere goes the butterfliesThis is only the 12113th time we've done thisShe raises her arms and puts them gently around m..