Teddybearlee : Writing

Everlasting Pain

Everlasting Pain

A Poem by Teddybearlee


People claim to still feel the pain of a man who died on a crossAnd feel the hurt of ancestors, needlessly, slaughtered for a lossSo what's one lifeti..
Telling You About My Day

Telling You About My Day

A Poem by Teddybearlee


After I tuck our daughter in bed with a storyI slowly make my way to my shrine of usMy vision starts to get a little blurryAs I get down on my knees t..
Fatigue

Fatigue

A Poem by Teddybearlee


So far beyond tiredOf living, of holding on, of caringSleep walkThrough life, the reaper stalks, daringHolding an oathCoursing through my veins like b..
Cord Cutting

Cord Cutting

A Poem by Teddybearlee


I severed another cord todayCut the flimsy line, to another one, I should not payThe last bill, I covered for youAs of today, I still don't, see you c..
Too Late

Too Late

A Poem by Teddybearlee


When I die, I don't want you at my graveWhen I die, it's too late to think "How could I save"When I die, I want no one to cryIt will be a mercy, that'..
No One Is Home

No One Is Home

A Poem by Teddybearlee


Still, I get the feeling, I'm all alone hereWishing to God and falling stars, praying to lose this tearFour leaf clovers and Santa can't give me what ..
Ruined In the Mood

Ruined In the Mood

A Poem by Teddybearlee


It's true, I never believed I was good anywayNever measured up, no matter what they sayA sense of worry, a feeling of fearOf not living up, to the sta..
Forgive Me, Little One

Forgive Me, Little One

A Poem by Teddybearlee


So much backstory for this...everyone, my friends, her friends, her family, everyone wants me to take my wife to court over child custody...I can't do..
Always the Fool

Always the Fool

A Poem by Teddybearlee


Everyone looks at me, like I'm a fool, for still loving youBut here's the truth, what I know, I don't have to proveWhat you filled, what you cleansed,..
Need

Need

A Poem by Teddybearlee


I don't need you to pay my billsCook my food, or give me thrillsI don't need you to live my lifeWake up each day, to tuck me in at nightI lived life b..