Teddybearlee

In July 2015, my wife left me, up until that point, we had a beautiful and wonderful marriage and relationship. We had a beautiful daughter. Our relationship was healthy and happy, then one day, she just didn't want to do it anymore. I have been lost and confused, in a search for answers, ever since. These writings are for me, for her, and for anyone that cares. If you don't care, move on please, I'm not here to impress anyone, I think the people that give my writings low ratings show that enough. I suffer from depression and severe anxiety. I am a single father to a beautiful 4 year old, and I keep it together for her sake, I want her to have all the advantages her mother and I never had growing up, and I work hard for that. But I still need a place, a place to write my real thoughts, a place to be the me I can't be in front of her, or the "real world". And this is my outlet. I still love my wife, even to this day, I have eyes for no other woman, and I don't think I ever will. If you want to know the depths of my love and pain, read my poems, if you're like blah, no more generic, cheesy love and pain poems..I'm probably not for you. I, as much as anyone, love and appreciate compliments or positive messages, and as with anyone with anxiety and depression, dwell on negatives, so please be gentle with criticism, I'm just here to vent my feelings.

I started transferring my writings on a facebook page, and adding in quotes from the poems and what not too. If my writings affect you, please feel free to "like" the page: https://www.facebook.com/Teddybearleeshareshisheart/

All for you Kathy Fant , Gigglebutt , my soul will never be the same with or without you.