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I observe the scars on my wrists.I want to add to them.I want to cut until it stops hurting,Until the blood stops dripping.I want these veins empty,Ju..
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For Ben
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I'm too ashamed to cry these tears.They blur in my eyes and I blink them away.I look down upon myself,A pitiful human being,Daring to feel sorry for h..
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For Ben
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I just don't want to exist anymore.I want to disappear,Hide in my room until he comes back.If he doesn't come for me,Perhaps someone else will.No...No..
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I have no one to talk to,So I hold it all in.Once again,My body feels fragile like a bird's.For such a long time I have escaped this feeling,But now I..
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For Ben
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For Ben
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The band is called to set.I snap up my trumpet naturally, easily.I fight to keep the smile from my face.This is the thing I live for.Even just in a pa..
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For Ben
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