Venexea Mattidson

I have been writing since I was fourteen and I started writing as a way to deal with all the heavy stuff that was going on at that point in my life, I had just lost my mom and my #(%&($*@ grandfather on my mom's side was back in my life after many years of him forbidden from seeing myself or younger sister. Let's just say, "world class selective amnesia"

I write usually horror, fantasy and sci-fiction all sort of messed together and spat back out to make what ever it is that I write which is, for the past several years, a lot of paragraphs not really ever getting past that point. I have a lot of old characters and those I'm fond to for I grew up with them and they got me through my early teens, how I vented my teen anger. I had my first vampire character in my fourteenth year and what a character that was, she's always in my thoughts and I find similarities to her all the time even though the b***h doesn't talk to me these days and regrettably haven't for a while. It's part of the reason I started writing what I refer to as Threat although I've changed its title I simply don't have it on this computer.

I've been viewing and on FaceBook the past few weeks and it is certainly having an effect on me, enough so that it's haunted my dreams and pulled at me subconviously. More often in a sad, unforgiving way making my mood even more sore and harder to live with.

I haven't published anything, nor would I ever dream of chasing someone down in RL to interview them for I am QUITE a skiddish and apprehenisve, aniexty filled thirty year old women without a monitor in front of me.