I still catch a glimpse from time to timesavoring the remnants of the light you shinecharismatic charm brightens the roombut its just a fleeting momen..
this love is gonna atrophythere isnt much left in meso vicariously I watch it decayrealize you despise what remainslacerated by resentmentsdisenchante..
fighting a war inside my headif i dont win ill be deadi dont wanna give up and diebut its hard to find the willl to fightwhen im lying here paralyzedw..
i need you to hate meso it wont hurt as much when i do wrongI need you to hate meso i wont have to wonder if i belongI need you to hate mefor not bein..
clinging to depressionresisting all progressionbut you'll never realize itwhen i make my first impressionill make you laugh with easewhile i coddle my..
Im sick of all the painIm sick of all the sorrowIm pissed I missed out yesterdayand now theres no tomorrowwe get clean then we pretendall the pain is ..