Simbles

Its not a deplorable thing. People can have ideas... They might not make sense to anybody else or even to themselves at times, sometimes in itself is a paradox inside a paradox inside a pair of socks you cannot have pieces or a part or a partial state of infinity or is this limited to my understanding or perhaps my jocks ? The underwear that im not wearing ?. There are shades that only in certain hues and gradients behave personally in ways in which i can relate and make them make sense as they fit where they are beyond if i knew how or from where. There they are. Who?. Not us clearly. Can you see ? Nearly. Further away is more of a challenge. Immediately. Thats a scary place. Inanimate objects that i dont recognise with a scary smiley face and eyes these arent the same as the ones made of many hues and greys these are discrepensies left from getting lost on the way...perhaps a little distracted... The tail and foot prints prints in the sand match. Little memories left open like a wound scar that itches and when you scratch manifest in the dark from momentos
personified sparks life bright blue arcs to make shades appear behind you of course where you left them surely of course these apparitions of thought would snigger and laugh why would they not? When you dont confront them and then they think your a snob. hard to face when they have developed theyre own form a thorn a mask worn made from pieces of your form amalgumated from insecurities and an unwillingness to address. Be it because youv yet to best them perhaps they are just a test then when they can become your strengths. diligently waiting in the dark my gargoyles champions of my depends. the ones who truly know me and keep safe the twisting turns protectors of my progress keeping safe what my mind did when my mind breached the walls reborn in a new frontier making this more then a sort of a cycle all the fruition repitition has taught thats sort of a mindfull more is just a perceptive state in this case the unbeatable can be worn torn and freshly adawned formally formed from the facilitating of knowledge beyond what was originally drawn using expansion that just repeats over the last impressions expressing the time it happened even though it is different each time we go round and round and round just to chase the whispers on the wind and only those with cunning and keen and the ability to see plain can make the same patterns repeat and make them just as informative and expansive as the last time it happened. Believe. Is the first footstep you need to develop the faith in myself to at least make sense to my world so that I can walk uninhibited so that I can as me. so I am free.