Silver Starr

when i see the words about you i always think well...what about me do you wana know? there is so much to know
about a person like there culture? were you from? whets your age? sex? color? height? well i think if you
take the time to actually read this you might learn something about me as a person but maybe not i
could be mistaken, am allot of the time so this wouldn't be any time different then all of the rest
it just is how it is if you don't like who i am. if you don't like what i am then just go with your day.
1st off: you will not see me at foot ball games, school dances,or any other function like that
the games are pointless to me i find them boring. school dances all that is is another place to start
un nessicasrly drama which i don't need anymore of then i already get trust me i think life is a mess with
out getting into all the who's dating who, and who did what were drama.
alot of times people will as me what i look like hell i don't know i know what i think i look like
and then what other people actually think i look like. i'm 5ft and 9 inches tall. now those of you who.
use the metric system i probably could find out what he conversion is but i really don't know i'm sorry.
i am a little on the 'chunky' side i suppose i am working on that thought i don't think i have lost any weight
since i have worked on it. don't know would have to ask someone who knows me in real life and ask them. loll
i have dyed hair....see i would write what color but it is forever changing i is naturally a nasty brown color.
i have hazel eyes woo the color it seems that like every girl wants to have i don't get that if you do
would you let me know what is with that because i don't think it is that big of a deal really no on looks at
eye anymore its just a*s and b***s. oh boys who read this are shaking there heads girls are nodding
there heads agreeing.
i speak the truth most of the time there is no point in lying to someone, in the end all it causes is more
trouble then it really needs to and really what more drama/trouble/b.so do we need in today's modern
world none that how much geesh.
i live in a little city i love it! i mean love love love it....well okay so its not a little city
its a little town outside of a city does that make any since to you? its in washington state i can tell
you that.
i have many things in my life i want to accomplish. i bet a lot of people say that dont they? gee didn't want
this to turn into a cliché just wanted to state who i am and what i am i guess that could cause a cliché
so anyway. i love writing(books,stories,advice,poems,letters,stories,e-mails) and i have to work with it.
to become a writer you have to take the time to read and learn reading is hella fun i have to admit but
sometimes talking to people is were i have my issues because...i don't like to talk to people i find it very
uh boring don't know why. unless its a fun topic. but a lot of times people don't find the interest that i
do in writing so when it comes for opinions and shittles its like 'oh its great honest' but its like they
don't give critical advice or thoughts in what the writing is just easy stuff. so that something i want to
find more people who are writers and help me out!
another thing i want to accomplish is playing guitar yes i have one she is beautiful(named her moto)
i don't really know how to play her very well i can do a few little things i'm working on something called
'spanish theme' its a song or something like that with the first string (e) and the first 2 notes
cords or something like that (e,f,g).
accomplishments mean little if you have no one to enjoy them with right? well i have a huge family
i just don't know any of them i don't feel like going into all the details of why i don't know any of them or
anything like that it would take to much time for me to do so. but i have a plan of pen palling some of them
through snail mail(best way) its the real way to transfer messages e-mails are quicker but hand written
messages/letters are more personal then the typety time of an e-mail. also there more fun to save.
family is really important to me i think so yea....i would like to get to know more of them.
not quit the last thing i want to accomplish is to be able to say i am proud of who i am i have spent
alot of my life worrying about what other people think about me i cant say that i don't anymore
because i think we all do to a certain point. but i have and still do take it to the extreme i don't like
it when people dislike me or make comments about my appearance good or bad i need to get over this
fact and learn that maybe sometimes confidence is the key role in life....
lastly! i would love to rebuild my trust in people it has pretty well diminished in the last few years
and i think it is time to get it back does that mean i want to be the most trusting person and un do the
cage that is around my heart in steal bars protecting it from everyone around? nah wont open it
maybe unlock it so that a few people can actually get in and they can learn who the real dani is....
but the key is there first i have to find out who she is.
life is all about that also, isn't it? creating our selves as people to become adults and live our life to the
fullest that we can before we die and go to heaven/hell depending on what you are or who you are.
that bring me to another good topic actually my beliefs...my faith....heck what religion am i?
i wont lie and say i don't believe because "who ever turns thy back in front of thy friends, i will turn thy
back in front of thy father" or something like that not sure but any way i wont deny ever my love
for my savior jesus christ he has helped me through allot. i respect anyone who doesn't believe..
i just don't understand them but maybe that because i do believe and i don't wish to understand
someone who doesn't but lets not preach to you about what you should and shouldn't believe isn't that how
you lose people as friends and stuff is by being all mighty and pretending you know more????
what i do is i help people through words i don't like blood and all that but i like to help people so whets one
thing i could do that can help people that doesn't involve blood unless its someone's memory?
a psychologist right? that where i want to go, therapy for teen girls going through depression alot of
times thought the way i'm going to be different is god is going to be part of what i help them i dont want to
do something were my beliefs get in the way but were i can express it and maybe help someone who is other wise lost and doesn't know a lot about it and can maybe learn from someone who is helping them with other things mentally and maybe a little spiritually.
the forever question "do you like obama?" no i do not like obama don't call me racist people i don't care
what color he is what he is doing to our country is what i care about i have pride in my country..
not the government it is pretty stupid out there right now that people cant get jobs because of
illegal people taking it okay i have no problems with them but at least couldn't they try and become legal?
so at the least they are paying taxes like the rest of adults in this lovely nation we live in have to do.
oh did i say lovely? i mean messed up i have a 'brother' who is in the military i whish he wasn't.
i'm scared to death that he will go to afghanistan and get shot and killed and then what???? what
about all those peoples kids and crap i guess i don't know how they feel i don't have a parent that is in
the military because my parents were smart enough not to. but i commend every single man and women
in the military to day i think there crazy but what they do for us is great and beautiful it takes some
special people to risk there life for there country that is what patriotism is.
i probably forgot something but at this point i don't know what it could be so once i think of it i will just
tack it on to this and go from there bye
-dani-
cameras are like the stopping of reality it captures one thing or multiple things in a single shot and all it
does is creates a lasting memory that you can almost forever have if you keep them in good and safe
conditions for a photograph. with out my camera i would be a lost soul.
no! no! no! i would be a lost soul with out music so that is not an exaggeration music is like a relaxing
meconisim for me it unwinds me it hyper me up it makes me smile laugh cry dance jive sing lala hum
its what got me to play guitar, what got me into singing what will eventually get me into drama when
i can get there it controls my life more then the little laptop sitting on my lap while i type this out.
appearance means nothing, the way you dress really i could care less. when you think about it were
all the same if you took our skin off no matter what your ethnic you will look the same if your a mexican
as a white girl if you tore your skin off(don't actually try it.) your still the same. i don't believe in labels
there all really pointless and huge ol' waist of time i don't label people often sometimes if i'm describing
someone it could be the only way yak know? so i don't try to if i do and it offends you please tell me!
i don't like to offend peep;a that not very nice to do....
i belong to 3 dogs and 3 cats. no way for the life of me do i own them they own me. why i say it? because
its pretty darn true when it comes to it they own and control me and the family its pretty crazy if you
really want to get technical but....it's a great feeling to have someone who loves you no matter what
unconditionally i think that probably why i got so many right?
another huge thing people seem to want to know about were do i stand? things i stand for
gay rights-okay so i don't care what you are if your straight as a line or as gay as a rainbow.
i think they should have the same right as a straight person no more no less. marriage was originally
for a man and a women i agree. times change we should and can just accept that fact can we not?
i stand against animal abuse-i think that it is so not right to treat animals the way some people
seem to want to and are doing to there animals so, they have claws and teeth yea that is a great defense to someone that
is almost three times there size. isn't really what i would call uh protection so i think anyone who
abuses and animal should be hung by there toenails over a high raised cliff...! no joke.
all i got for now again might add more later.