The avoidant type. Avoid anything challenging, annoying, time consuming. Avoid people in general unless confronted. Avoided writing, making art, finding new music. Avoidance makes a person particulary dull, which makes it easier to avoid more things.
....Or maybe a dream crushed makes a person introverted enough to ruin their life? Fix everything around and about themselves and maybe they have a chance to go for the goal again. At least, that's what they think. They're probably wrong.
It is possible to become more 'normal' yet be worse off than before. It is possible to be in general more mentally unstable yet seem to everyone a cheery type, ready for anything that may come their way. The cover of this book is a lie, judge all you like.
Risoukyou wa doko ni aru?
理想郷はどこにある?