sea lily : Writing

i wasn't expecting

i wasn't expecting

A Poem by sea lily


i wasn't expectingheroics.and love is this--working for a wage minimally paidand washing breakfast and dinner dishes.scrubbing the showerwith fairy li..
scared

scared

A Poem by sea lily


you scrawled your storyacross your wallsand they pounce out of the paintin the sunand the lamplight(which you made me choose--decorating your hometo b..
let me be

let me be

A Poem by sea lily


he wears a silver chain around his neck when he makes love.and the sun casts shadows(we're making shadows too.)fill mewith the odd sensationof jealous..
how we live

how we live

A Poem by sea lily


in the dark of the eveningwe lay, clothedcupped faces.'tell me something'.but you don't always talk to me.you are the quiet and the staringsmoothing m..
for m

for m

A Poem by sea lily


i hate the word considerate.and sensitive.you used them so oftenaround me.remember when you saidthat you were scaredif you dropped mei would break?but..
his forklift truck

his forklift truck

A Poem by sea lily


his muscles are like knotsin his arms.he is thinner, much thinner nowin his winter jacketshe makes me wonder about things.lukas drives his forklift tr..
i am lonely

i am lonely

A Poem by sea lily


is it unreasonableto need to be heldevery hour of the night?to crawl back home in the middle of the daybruises scattered on your collarboneand breasts..
we had a baby

we had a baby

A Poem by sea lily


we had a baby,for a week.you and i,and me and him.it curled up in my stomach pocketsand i wrapped my legs around your waist.stroked your hairlike a li..
come back to me

come back to me

A Poem by sea lily


we had the urgeto reconcile, a pleading.meet me,like we used to.his hands get shaky with nerves but i wore the dress he likedcut out at the back.tea w..
a short story

a short story

A Poem by sea lily


His bedroom was a tiny, organised universe. I used to peer sullenly into the mirror where he moisturised his face and gargled mouthwash, the beard tri..