sea lily : Writing

a place

a place

A Poem by sea lily


i waited for spring,counted the dayson my fingersand toes.it's february.it's still cold.in that place,we walked over the shaletwisting our ankles in o..
first love

first love

A Poem by sea lily


i fell in love at age fifteen,and broke my mother's heart.nobody loves like that anymore.i think i knew even then--broken peoplebelong to one another...
last night

last night

A Poem by sea lily


last nighti saw the flash of their faces,and flailing bodies.watched us aswe threw out our calvesin camaraderie.he introduced himself,without a name.w..
the weight

the weight

A Poem by sea lily


it starts,like it does every year.staying in bedand unable to summon tears.drink in the houseget really thin(or fat)depending on the state you're in.g..
melancholy

melancholy

A Poem by sea lily


caged,in the communal studio,with the white white walls.forced,to stareinto purple-shadowed eyesand duplicate in charcoal.dafydd paints apples,rotting..
photo girl

photo girl

A Poem by sea lily


i had rootsthat pushed through my scalp.and sweatthat pushed through my palms.i had wordsbut no verbal charm.i was quiet then,and could project my dre..
morning after

morning after

A Poem by sea lily


i woke upface downin last night's mess.demons clawing at my hair,leaving invisible kiss traceson my skinand scratched-up wrists.i met a boywith a rumn..
church

church

A Poem by sea lily


i lost my voicesinging in the church choir.and replacing Godwith any other word.praying to fall in lovewith corruption.he lost me to such a one.i coul..
anyway

anyway

A Poem by sea lily


i used to wishi could live in dungarees.lock myself awayand paint away the days.and if you didn't care,you could find the paint in my hair.and you'd w..
words

words

A Poem by sea lily


the rain fell down,and coaxed a soundfrom me.i let my umbrella foldfell victimto the cold.it seemsbetrayal these daysis mingled with pity.there's a gi..