Saphira

I am a 50 year old woman who likes writting. I have many problems in my life so if you want to avoid the problems then perhaps you should avoid me. I was told that I am selfish, self centered , arrogant etc but I really don't see myself as such. I see myself as a wounded bird someone that has been hurt so much that I only know hurt. I have ptsd, bi polar, bpd, manic depression, arthritis, and more so if you want to shun me I will understand if you want to get to know me fine. OH btw I am in love with a man 28 years my junior but he just dumped me big time but I promised him when I first fell in love with him I would ALWAYS be true to him and I NEVER go back on my promises. NO do I tell lies. Anyway this is probably more then you wanted to know so yeah now I am shutting up.