Uncool teenager

To start it off, I'm not saying my name. I'm between the ages 13-17.
I'm not a happy person, I try to be though.
I'm terrible at writing, but I try.
It doesn't work out.
If you like my poems/songs, you must have been smoking something.
I think they're s**t and not worth a thing.
It'd be great to get some feedback from people that I don't know, that way, you have no reason to be nice to me.
I can take criticism.
I'm new at writing.
I'd appreciate reviews.
If you don't like it, TELL ME.
I'm not a baby.
Tell me what I could do better.
I tried with my friends, but they think they'd hurt my feelings, so they lie and tell me I'm great.
That's bullshit.
So thanks.=/