Meboe : Writing

Oct 29, 2012

Oct 29, 2012

A Chapter by Meboe


Why can I not find You during my good times? I am doing everything I can to focus on You with my head up, but with a wondering mind I do little but cr..
Oct 30, 2012

Oct 30, 2012

A Chapter by Meboe


What have I unknowingly build around me? Is it the love of others I have put before You? I have not eaten in over a day. I ask for an appetite. I am c..
Oct 31, 2012

Oct 31, 2012

A Chapter by Meboe


Six years of memories, and each individual memory scorches me to my very core. Yet You are so far away... knowing any moment I could temporarily end m..
Nov 1, 2012

Nov 1, 2012

A Chapter by Meboe


To bring a human's mind to the edge of collapsing, You have reconnected to me through the use of music with the absence of alcohol. Without the knowle..
Nov 3, 2012

Nov 3, 2012

A Chapter by Meboe


My itch to share my experiences is becoming an irresistible irritable, no matter how much I scratch, it will not stop. If it is enough to reach anothe..
Nov 12, 2012

Nov 12, 2012

A Chapter by Meboe


In only a matter of hours I feel all hope is giving away all over me. In the midst of doing everything I can to focus on You, including reading Your w..
Nov 13, 2012

Nov 13, 2012

A Chapter by Meboe


I have asked, and I have received. Last night, at the exact moment I was naturally dozing off, some other-worldly emotion completely engulfed me for a..
Nov 21, 2012

Nov 21, 2012

A Chapter by Meboe


My God, I can feel your love in me, now show me how to shine it without a restraining thought of myself. My fragile mind can only fathom a fragment of..
July 12, 2014

July 12, 2014

A Chapter by Meboe


Pride took a major blow this morning. As a result, this is what happened.It's 4:20 am. I am spending the night at a ladies house who I had strong fe..
July 15, 2014

July 15, 2014

A Chapter by Meboe


I find writing such as this (again) to be humiliating. Which leads me to believe that there is still pride lodged somewhere deep within me. With t..