I'm trying to: figure out and solve problems, be more loving and complete, understand who to be friends with, how to be a good mother and not to be afraid of failure or self-chagrin to the extent that it was not within my power to have so much power, but to disagree when it is necessary. To not get jealous of others, to be as beautiful as I can but to be kind and generous. All this is quite impossible. But maybe it is possible to accomplish all these things through written words set into lovely structures like the architecture of buildings and the very forests.