I once had such complications.. we aren't together anymore sadly; for the time being, it is probably better.
As much as I tend to make myself seem in reality, I still, miss her. And care very deeply for her. The good thing is we still talk on a regular basis, so, that does keep that side of me happy.
It is no laughing matter, when someone has a passionate love for another. Despite whatever may come between them, and whatever others might think, the ultimate truth is your personal standing in life. It seems as though you are content for now, for what it is.
Just as I always tend to lat people in similar situations know, caution is always advisable, but I'll tell something I don't usually tell others: Enjoy your happiness as a teen. Take it from someone who's about to be forced into society(and the road to a career).
Indeed, forever is merely something we humans conjure up in our minds.
It doesn't exist. I've learned that myself several times, as do all people.
You know, I think in reality, you know, as we get older and take life by the reigns, should we find someone for ourselves.. it is supposed to be someone we are content with, that allows us to be who we are without much interference. our existence alongside them is supposed to be enjoyable, and rewarding, for as long as it lasts. Maybe that's the true essense of love..
I put something new up. Hope you enjoy it. I'll be working on some more stuff shortly. I just finished getting a few life matters straight so, I should have the time.
In western lands beneath the Sun
The flowers may rise in Spring,
The trees may bud, the waters run,
The merry finches sing.
Or there maybe 'tis cloudless night,
And swaying branches bear
The Elven-stars as jewels white
Amid their branching hair.
Though here at journey's end I lie
In darkness buried deep,
Beyond all towers strong and high,
Beyond all mountains steep,
Above all shadows rides the Sun
And Stars for ever dwell:
I will not say the Day is done,
Nor bid the Stars farewell."