im scared if I go and let you inyou'll know im not okayyou'll see darkness has spread to farto save me anywayI don't know how to tell youim about to g..
ive lost my waythe map was burnedthe navigations offthe signs are turnedI try to see if theres any lighttheres only darknessonly pitch-black nightI tr..
I pick at my skinand don't leave the housesomehow thats easierthan living life completely outI want to changemy facemy hairmy clothesto something that..
I hate myselfI hate what I've becomeI thought I was a strong personthat would always refuse to succumbim scared of everythingeven myselfim scared of t..
im finally done with youit took me too longtoo many attemptsthat sadly went wrongI can't do this anymoreits tearing me apartlimb by limbevery piece of..
I didn't want to changeI had toI was sick of all the thingsI kept putting myself throughthe way that I was livinwasn't workin anymore had to face my d..
god damitI can't seem to learn my placeI always feel like an imposterlike the entirety of me is fakemaybe its cause I learned to hidewhat was happenin..
then he pulled me out of bedby the hair on my headhis spit mixing with my tearswould never ever be rudekeep stating your a "good dude"but hiding thing..
I don't like to admit itbut I've been alone foreverI've never had anyone be there, trulyI was always uncomfortable with someone knowing meall the blac..
I should be happyand gratefuland alivebut everyday I don't want to wake upI crumble and ache insidewhen will this endits been so longim starting to th..