Delilah Nicole

Delilah Nicole....
A mosaic....tiny fragments of other people....but never a whole picture of my true self. A pathetic compilation of their misgivings...and souls that it seems only i have the power to give any true form to. Unfortunate enough to notice the small details around me, to feel what another person is feeling at all times...I went around blind...unsure of any feelings I had that were my own. Writing and drawing helped me to release many of the feelings i observed in other people and allowed me to at last find emotions of my own. My mind is complex in that i am not what is expected....my early childhood doesn't dictate how i am even though many say it should. I found out early that I can only have hope and hope makes way for healing. I forgave what happened to me as a child and in the wake of forgiveness i found a true sense of self. So...I made it a rule to never be expected....and never answer to anyone other than my own conscience...i am the only one who truly knows how i think and my reasons for things i do and therefor am the only one that can truly pass judgement on myself....