Alexis Ortega

Maybe I call you for no reason because I just want to hear you voice.
Maybe I purposely argue with you just so we can make up.
Maybe I flirt with other guys because seeing you jealous reassures me that you care.
Maybe I push you away because I�m scared to get too close.
Maybe i want to let you in but i just don't know how.
Maybe I try to hurt you to make it seem like I�m less vulnerable.
Maybe I don�t look you straight in the eyes because I�m scared you might see.
Maybe I make it seem like I don�t care so that you won�t know how I really feel.
Maybe I do stupid things just to see your reaction.
Maybe the things you say without thinking hurt me more than you could ever imagine.
Maybe I hold your hand so tight because I�m afraid you�ll let go.
......or maybe i was stupid to ever think you cared!!