I love your poem "Shut Up!" and look forword to it being finished. I wish I could say I dont understand the inner fight to save your self. From people that clame to love you.However only wish to changes everything that makes you who you are. How your mind screams and your soul crys to be free to live and be what you was ment to be. And the feeling of betrail, for the one you gave your self to trusted to care for your well being, is slowly killing the most importent part of who you are. take your time and serch your minds pain and please dont sensore your self. let it be your truth I love you and wish the best for you.