Kilaw13 : Writing

For my own smile.

For my own smile.

A Poem by Kilaw13


Finding anyway to make others smile, even if I have to crawl on gravel for a mile. I'm reaching a point of unbearable pain, not on the outside but on ..
Another night of the same

Another night of the same

A Poem by Kilaw13


Looking for someone.
The hole isn't my home.

The hole isn't my home.

A Poem by Kilaw13


I have been spacing out for awhile, but longer than I could really comprehend. When did this dirt reach my neck?! It's time to put in work and for my..
Not enough

Not enough

A Poem by Kilaw13


Every night, I have to pick myself up. I'm left in my room trying to find whatever joy. Please!!! Someone but me back together like you would do a toy..
Will I win or the addiction?

Will I win or the addiction?

A Poem by Kilaw13


I want to breath again. I try clear my mind and wishing I could forget my sins. I'll just take a drink or ten more, that should be the answer for sure..
They are our past, they are our scars.

They are our past, they are our scars.

A Poem by Kilaw13


I have many visible and ones over time you will see. All distinct and made by me. I'm not looking for attention, but dealing with each decision. Every..
The word l??? doesn't exist

The word l??? doesn't exist

A Poem by Kilaw13


That word is alien to me. There may be only four, but I hate each letter. I can't comprehend, it really doesn't matter. You are a con artist. I won't ..
The race

The race

A Poem by Kilaw13


What am I doing? Asking, with no answers available. Give me a maze, it at least has an end. This marathon, I'm ready to give it up. Everyone else is s..
That Beat

That Beat

A Poem by Kilaw13


It's never too dark, these days have lost all spark. Unable to find those simple words to speak to another, confined to these lonely thoughts of knowi..
The everyday void.

The everyday void.

A Poem by Kilaw13


Something on my mind