Summer0925

I am 38 and I love to write! I feel the most wonderful gift is being able to express your life and your feelings through words. I have written poems since I was 14, I however showed my English teacher my portfolio and it was never returned to me. When I write, I write from my heart, soul my everything!
Sometimes it seems the words will flow freely, and sometimes I have writers block.
When I write I feel you can drift away to a fantasy world, a world that you wish was yours a world filled with everything you have ever hoped and dreamed of! and sometimes it is related to something you are going through, whatever it may be...Do hesitate, just write, write, write..get your feelings out!
Writing is a comfort tool, It allows you to drift away, to show people what you are feeling at that exact moment when you are writing.
Sometimes, I write my stuff on paper first and look over it 100 times, sometimes I just write and never look at it once, it just flows from my heart, my mind, my soul.
I encourage people who are down and out in life, to write their feeling on paper, to express themselves to the world, to share what their inner most deepest thoughts are.
I know sometimes life can be depressing, you feel alone and afraid, you may have been through a terrible marriage or a relationship and he left you and you feel worthless, you have self-confidence issues or you are just plain angry, Let it out! Write it down, let all your frustrations out, write in a poem what you feel in your heart, what you wish you could say to that one person that hurt you so deeply!
You are not alone, many people have suffered pain, I am an example, it hurt me for many years the fact I was left behind as my husband found another to love, I felt the stabbing pain, the hurt, the fear, then the anger, I soon grew used to the fact he was gone, and realized, he cheated on me, he will with again....Write your heart out, express your feelings, it is a great comfort.
It's not only women who get scorned, there are many men out there who have been faithful wonderful husbands, boyfriends etc and they are just as hurt as a woman! Don't beat yourself up, pick yourself up, you deserve better! It may take a while to get over that person, years even, but when you find someone to fill that hole in your heart, you will realize it was all worth it, that the past is just that "The Past" he/she will try to come back to you, because he sees you moved on, you are smiling again, be strong! Be wise DO NOT get weak! Remember you deserve better, you deserve to be happier than he ever was able to offer you!

People can be cruel, they can take your self-esteem and your confidence and stomp on it, they can torture you by telling you they still love you and miss you, but remember they left you to start with, don't you think it will happen again? Yes it will! and when you rebel, they will put you down to make you feel worthless,you are NOT! ok!!!

I sound like a therapist, but actually, I am just an average girl who has been through a dramatic time in my life with my first one true love, the man who took my virginity and my heart..the man who never believed I would become anything in life, I showed him! and so can you!
Be strong guys! I know you have it in you
always remember...YOU DESERVE THE BEST!

I am writing a book right now, so I hope I can share it one day soon!

Love to all who read this and may God Bless you each and Everyday!!!
Kathy