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part one of a two part poem series
inspired by my one true love
my eternal muse
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i lay in bedthe sound of my faint heart beatmost days i awake already deadasking, why should i get on my feetthe world just turnsand they all move ona..
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IhaveaterriblecursenotonewithacurenothingIcandotomakeitreversemyfeelingsimpureIcrydoesn’tmeanI’msadinsideIwanttodieNotbecausethingsarebadI..
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black is beautiful because it symbolizes deathdeath is beautiful because it ends the sufferingthe suffering is beautiful because it shows we have a he..
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Sometimes,actuallymostthetime,thedepressionhitsslowly,butitmanagestobuilditselfupquicklyandpowerfullyenoughtomakemylegsfeeldead,Ibecomeunabletomove,as..
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ThepainyoucauseMyeternaltormentNobandage,nogauzeNopermanenttreatmentOtherthanabulletThroughthehead’Pullthetrigger,justdoitYouwon’tcryanymo..
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OnthefirstdayMylifeinhellNothinggoodtosayMybabyMysonMybestfriendMyequalHediedBymychoicesImisshimsomuchOnthetwenty-eighthdayOnemonthgonebyAlsomyninetee..
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Marley,Idreamntofyouagainlastnight.Wewereinthefieldrunningyouweresobeautiful,IwishIneverhadtowakeup.Imissyoueveryday.Icryaboutyoueveryday,Ineedyou.Wit..
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ImissyouMarley,todayisthedaymydaughteristobebornandyouneverevengotthechancetomeether.Istilldreamaboutyou,savingyou,Iwishicouldhavedonethingsdifferentl..
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Marley(mylove)MarleyYouwereperfectMysonMybestfriendMyequalMyloveMydogButnevermypetImissyouIneedyouIcan’tlivemylifeYoudiedFormyfaultsInmyarmsYous..
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