I could never reach you the way I wanted toI know you'd probably never want me with all the pain I've been throughToo much to handle if you just could..
I often wonder whose really behind the wheel of my lifewho are the hands to lead me to all my dreamsWell I need to wake up and get my vision back in v..
It's going to be okay I say to myselfbecause I'm alone and I have nobody elseto keep me in high spirits when I'm downtrying to keep the hope in my hea..
Your skin against mine and my eyes so bright as I look in your eyes I see the sunrise and all the pain fades awayYou are my rock that I never had unde..
Some days I think about if I'll ever live without this hole inside my heart that breaks me so far downI'm holding onto so much hidden pain and I have ..
I imagine you because it's all I can do now so far away out of reachAnd you don't even know how much I need you here with meIt hurts that I can't have..
He pulls me in for a kiss but I pull awaySo afraid to fall in love because I fall deepHe pulls me back in such a loving mannerHe tells me he needs me ..
I write because I'm lonely and harbor so much painand it lifts me and it has away of taking away my shameI never could depend on people just a paper a..
So badly damaged on the inside from so many past painsI wish I could look upon it all and pour it down the drainbut my heart soaks it all in only lett..
I want to feel you on my skinI want to feel that i'm lovedI want to smile in your warmthbecause you make me feel enoughI want glimmers of hope to ligh..