Adina

Hi, I'm Adina,
Im very new to WC. I have read some poems of friends, while doing that I saw/ read a wonderful poem that hit my heart. I'm not really a"poet per say"
But with all the beautiful hand crafted poems, i want to be able to write my reviews. That's what im going to do!:). I really want to be come a better writer.Hpefully by being a member on this site, I can utilize some poems& hopefully a member can mentor me in learning how to write correctly.
Recently I lost my best friend, so suddenly, I don't understand how this happened. Literally over night the one thing I LOVED THE MOST became crippled & lost all bowel faculties. He JUST ALWAYS was crying. I'm/ was his mother. I'm speaking of my Doggie SON.
Im so sad, depressed. The tears I shed could fill up a dry river & make it actively flow again.
I have Fibromagylia really bad. I'm 31 yrs only & my body is sick, very sick. I was a nurse fot 10 years, I gave my body up for my patients, no one was aloud to fall on my watch. So that's some personal history of myself.
I cannot denie that I'm a pretty woman with smarts & a truthful person. I'm married now 2 years. Happily & some un happiness. I'm still a doggie mom of the brother that passed away. No human children as I'm to broke to think of it, & because my doc says I cannot bare a child b/c of my severe Fibromagylia. I have no hope, no belief system, nothing. I wish so bad for a better life.
This is me in the raw, & un peeled.