For years I felt out of controldrawn deep within my own black holeI numbed myself with what I couldby curling in as I unrolledI walled away old memori..
To those who say that racismonly lies in the past,I see you all hiding behindyour faulty blade of grassSo why all the frustration?'cause many don't un..
They say it's the journeyand not the destination, but what if the train's beenderailed at the station?Impatiently waitingto be me again-pawing through..
Notebooks filledwith words and thoughtspulled and forced upfrom my deepest seaMy pen, castinto raging currentsand the calm flowof swirling eddiesCatch..
How to live a life fulfilledto tear it down and then rebuildwhy must it elude me so?leaving me nowhere to goFilled with emptiness insidelessons learne..
Gone is the girlI used to knowreplaced by a fuseimpatient to blowBreathing through darknessto calm my distressprogrammed to fight,I must learn to supp..