nihilistictablelamp : Writing

The Ashes

The Ashes

A Chapter by nihilistictablelamp


For those of you familiar to the myth of a phoenix, I hope you get the significance of the chapter title. Enjoy.
Birth

Birth

A Chapter by nihilistictablelamp


"What do you want to do with your life, Ivy?""I want to make people happy," She smiled warmly, infectiously. And in doing so, I did too.I want to star..
How Maddening

How Maddening

A Story by nihilistictablelamp


I never quite grasped the fact that my mother was inherently mad during the ages of my childhood, nor would I ever come to terms that I too would su..
insufficient

insufficient

A Story by nihilistictablelamp


I cannot begin to explain how utterly detached I feel. I yearn for something better. A day where I do not awaken to this agonizing hell, hoping to ju..
Survivability Rate

Survivability Rate

A Story by nihilistictablelamp


"In my life, I have seen people walk into the sea, just to find memories plagued by constant misery." I think love is tied to leaving. I think th..
Spoonfed Lie

Spoonfed Lie

A Poem by nihilistictablelamp


I have been a living enigma since the day of my conception,and have fallen under all of your lies and deception.I know now to not leave myself open,to..
Apathetic

Apathetic

A Poem by nihilistictablelamp


They say tomorrow will bring a happier,better day.That as soon as I wake up I'll feel alrightin every single way.I adore you all, but it hurts to be l..
Chapter One

Chapter One

A Chapter by nihilistictablelamp


During the late hours of December, right before my mid-term, I was studying fervently for exactly five hours, hoping to achieve a rather high score a..
Chapter Two

Chapter Two

A Chapter by nihilistictablelamp


Personally, I don't know WHAT I'm doing.