FearingHope

In my life i have known pain, and have felt like my purpose in life was to be a tool to suffer, a tool to create pain. I have suffered so much at the hands of others and in my blindness caused so much pain to people i care greatly about. All i can do is write to try and forget. yet my words will always remind me. I find it hard to live by my own saying "Remember to forget:forget to remember"