Colly Flower Kid

Posted 16 Years Ago

The truth within your consciousness is like the horizon that recedes before you. As you journey towards your inner quest in the direction of the leading edge of your belief acceptance. And your knowledge and understanding of the prevailing path grows, the next ascending possibility will always beckon you forth. For wisdom brings together within the truth of your existence, your soul�s essence, in which is attained by your own experience. Pursue your goal of achieving the truth within your reality of consciousness, in the most direct manner. The paradox is of course, is that you are both the voyager and the pathway; the treasure that you seek is most often slumbering within you or undeveloped in your quest. It�s always within you and has always been and always will be. It has not been hidden from your sight, for the most part, it�s likely you have hidden from it, so wake it up, face it, and accept it, than use it, by becoming it.

Reality thru Consciousness

Jan/Uisiom
August/6/2008

Posted 17 Years Ago

My school helps with such things like that. And isn't the deadline in march?

Posted 17 Years Ago

WHOA...kid...this is odd, I was just looking at that today during English, I'm submitting s**t as weeeelll.

Posted 17 Years Ago

How ya been? Haven't spoke with ya in a bit.

Posted 17 Years Ago

:) No problem, reason why I love this place <33 (< I hate those things..)

I think I get my ideas from leaves. Whenever I see a leaf fall I think about a person as a leaf and then I think who would be a leaf that would make it fall early, and then I get a protagonist:) Poetry too :X

Posted 17 Years Ago

Naww, troubles come and go. I just get stressed out easy I s'pose.

But! Instead! Lets chat about writing!
Where do you get your ideas for your poems/stories? Their pretty rad (I dunno how to comment poetry but! that doesn't mean I don't read them..)

Posted 17 Years Ago

Ohh, sucks big. I never get headaches really but I hate them all the same! And I heard tea was a number one cure for getting rid of them:)

I'm doing miserable. Just very stressed out. I'm more of a secluded person, and my family, which is chaotic, have finally begun to get to me after 17 years of me exiling myself. Finally my parents divorced, after beating the s**t out of one another and taking heavy amounts of drugs. My mum has gone insane, breaking things and screaming for hours and hours, driving my brother and I nuts (really). Everyone here is just yelling all the time, screaming and crying, slamming doors and leaving for periods of time. I started smoking weed to calm down, nicotine has helped as well. I'm just going through the rather dogmatic suicidal thoughts because of the stress and am about ready to explode. I'm on probation as well and i've been missing appointments and am almost always anxious a cop is gonna come and lock me up. Grandma's dying (which doesn't bother me, really) which is whats making my mum nuts, which in turn is making my brother a pessimestic hypocritic a*****e who critiques me on every f*****g thing I do, which is very aggravating.
I just realized recently that I am a terrible liar, and throughout my life I spruced my life up with lies to make me feel important, and am coming to the reality that my entire life was a story told in a long, ever growing tragedy, which really got me down in the dumps in that I don't even know what was really real in my childhood.
Summary: I'm really not too good and have been spending way too much time on message boards.


Kinda on the edge, really.

Posted 17 Years Ago

Heh, hello to you too!

I haven't talked to you much on here, but! What better time to start?

How ya doin'?

Posted 17 Years Ago

Thanks for the review kid. How are you?

Posted 17 Years Ago

Hello how are you?
Thanks for your review.. hope you are well..

Chloe
xoxo