I lie awake thinking to myself about youYour arms no longer bind me but they are my prisonTo once be held by them againKeeps me at bay amongst the bea..
ThirteenThirteen wassupposedto be specialI waited thirteen yearsIt came and passed likeany dayWhat I expectedwasn'tclearDisappointmentwracked my bodyI..
Two worlds of NightAnother house, another streetAnd through their slumber do they sleepI whittle down my nerves to endsMy mind begins to twine and ben..
Change Does No GoodChange does me no good,when it is my greatest fear.Becoming a woman,becoming an adult.Aging.Change without control, forced change,i..
Pin CushionLittle Pin Cushion on my throneHow I stab, how you groanTo pick and prod is such delightThe sight of you only enticeSlip into your fleshy b..
DesperateI can hear their callsI feel their eyes upon my backBurning holes into my soulMy spiritDampening my hopeThey want me to failAnd because of th..
TaintYou make me think blackDark thoughtsWhispered in the nightWhen all eyes are shut awayAnd ears muffled by sweet dreamsSweeping shadows comeAnd tam..
I ask you to tell me onceWhat is this world to meThe stars break upon the skySo far and untouchableAlways and foreverWhile all else seems to dim and f..
CagedIn deep traumatic dormancyLay spewing showers of rageStaid inside this bodyConformed into a cageThat once behold my lock and keyIll no longer beB..
Trivial OrgansI lost my love to fearAfter that my heart had fledWhether to chase after someone dearOr sink down and hide belowI can not say I want to ..