Cee. Es. : Writing

Dedicated to My Stupidity

Dedicated to My Stupidity

A Poem by Cee. Es.


I lie awake thinking to myself about youYour arms no longer bind me but they are my prisonTo once be held by them againKeeps me at bay amongst the bea..
Thirteen

Thirteen

A Poem by Cee. Es.


ThirteenThirteen wassupposedto be specialI waited thirteen yearsIt came and passed likeany dayWhat I expectedwasn'tclearDisappointmentwracked my bodyI..
Two Worlds of Night

Two Worlds of Night

A Poem by Cee. Es.


Two worlds of NightAnother house, another streetAnd through their slumber do they sleepI whittle down my nerves to endsMy mind begins to twine and ben..
Change Does No Good

Change Does No Good

A Poem by Cee. Es.


Change Does No GoodChange does me no good,when it is my greatest fear.Becoming a woman,becoming an adult.Aging.Change without control, forced change,i..
Pin Cushion

Pin Cushion

A Poem by Cee. Es.


Pin CushionLittle Pin Cushion on my throneHow I stab, how you groanTo pick and prod is such delightThe sight of you only enticeSlip into your fleshy b..
Desperate

Desperate

A Poem by Cee. Es.


DesperateI can hear their callsI feel their eyes upon my backBurning holes into my soulMy spiritDampening my hopeThey want me to failAnd because of th..
Taint (unfinished for forever probably)

Taint (unfinished for forever probably)

A Poem by Cee. Es.


TaintYou make me think blackDark thoughtsWhispered in the nightWhen all eyes are shut awayAnd ears muffled by sweet dreamsSweeping shadows comeAnd tam..
Untitled

Untitled

A Poem by Cee. Es.


I ask you to tell me onceWhat is this world to meThe stars break upon the skySo far and untouchableAlways and foreverWhile all else seems to dim and f..
Caged

Caged

A Poem by Cee. Es.


CagedIn deep traumatic dormancyLay spewing showers of rageStaid inside this bodyConformed into a cageThat once behold my lock and keyIll no longer beB..
Trivial Organs

Trivial Organs

A Poem by Cee. Es.


Trivial OrgansI lost my love to fearAfter that my heart had fledWhether to chase after someone dearOr sink down and hide belowI can not say I want to ..