Chaotica : Writing

31 - Groups?

31 - Groups?

A Chapter by Chaotica


(Trente-et-un) Groups? “Groups of 3 or 4, okay?” Drama teacher claps his hands. He’s trying to get his sheep to do somet..
32 - Murderer

32 - Murderer

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(Trente-deux) Murderer. I’d do anything to escape my thoughts. Anything. But I can’t. [I’m] drowning in them. I&rsq..
33 - 11 oh 2

33 - 11 oh 2

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(Trente-trois) 11 oh 2. I’m waiting until I can call Jack. I only ever get to call him late at night. I watch the clock from around ..
34 - Jack Gets Violent

34 - Jack Gets Violent

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(Trente-quatre) Jack gets violent. Not with me, [not yet] but he does have anger problems. He told me about a girl, an ex-roommate, ..
35 - Hate Hate Hate

35 - Hate Hate Hate

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(Trente-cinq) hate hate hate. Next day. So far, I’m hating everything about it. Everything has gone wrong, and it’s only thir..
36 - Strange

36 - Strange

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(Trente-six) strange. I actually like Shaun's reaction to the cut. It makes me feel... normal... To have someone not think I’m off t..
37 - Fire Dries My Tears

37 - Fire Dries My Tears

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(Trente-sept) Fire dries my tears. I sit in front of it and let the heat dry up what I cannot control. The salty tears falling from my eyes..
38 - Precious

38 - Precious

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(Trente-huit) Precious. Precious Razorblade Sitting In My Hand. How I Love Your Sharp Kisses On My Wrists. Precious Razorbla..
39 - Breathe

39 - Breathe

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(Trente-neuf) Breathe. I find an old diary, one from a lifetime ago. Sadly, that lifetime was much the same as this one. The page has been..
40 - Exist

40 - Exist

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(40) Exist. According to Drama Teacher, I do not. This is what he told me today as I sat in the caf, holding my stomach from pain. I was si..