Chaotica : Writing

22 - An Axe To The Head

22 - An Axe To The Head

A Chapter by Chaotica


(2wenty-2wo) An axe to the head. Pain wells up behind my eyes, a headache I’ve had all day. I try to drown it out with the thoughts i..
23 - Overdose

23 - Overdose

A Chapter by Chaotica


(2wenty-3hree) Overdose. I like the idea. I wonder if it would hurt. I asked Jamie. He works in a Pharmacy. He said no. But it depends ..
24 - 460 Days

24 - 460 Days

A Chapter by Chaotica


F*****G FORMATTING
25 - These Thoughts Amuse Me

25 - These Thoughts Amuse Me

A Chapter by Chaotica


(2wenty-5ive) these thoughts amuse me. I like thinking about after. After I end it. Of course, the actually ending it part is beautiful. ..
Insert - Dear Diary

Insert - Dear Diary

A Chapter by Chaotica


true diary entry from that time.
26 - I Hate My Diary

26 - I Hate My Diary

A Chapter by Chaotica


(2wenty-6ix) I hate my diary. I really do, but I don’t know how I’d get through this without it. I hate spilling my guts to a b..
27 - About 11 At Night

27 - About 11 At Night

A Chapter by Chaotica


(2wenty-7even) About 11 at night. I listen, under the protection of a thin comforter, to World War 4 between my dad and my brother. The t.v...
28 - Problem

28 - Problem

A Chapter by Chaotica


(2wenty-8ight) Problem. So what? According to some special test given to me by the nurse, I have a [drinking] problem. And a [drug] ..
29 - Still Dark

29 - Still Dark

A Chapter by Chaotica


Note: me and this girl are now very very close and I lover her very very much.
30 - Stay

30 - Stay

A Chapter by Chaotica


(Trente) stay. My favorite movie. “An elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art” My favorite quote from this movie. A..