Ceuthonymus : Writing

Emptiness

Emptiness

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


I cannot feel it anymoreI used toBut it numbed as theDrugs consumed meAs I drank the venomAs I drowned in the seaAs I fucked upAs I lost my familyMy f..
Given Up

Given Up

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


That was itI cannot do thisThe same s**t anymoreI have finally lost itLiving this lifeIsn't even worth itSince I just sufferFrom the echoesReverberati..
Madness

Madness

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


That is itThe thing withinThe demon trappedCaged in by my thoughtsHas been unleashedTo torture meAnd those around meWith the venom heSpews forthFrom h..
The Hole in the Wall

The Hole in the Wall

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


Enter if ye dareTo the white lightThat pours outOf the crackRipping about the seamsOf my own realityLetting my insanityLeak on out intoYour own world...
The Dim Light

The Dim Light

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


I feel emptyOn the insideOf the corpseThat I live inThis husk taking meDown into the depths of hellAnd I am along for the ride.Darkness encases meCove..
Reli(e)ve the Pain

Reli(e)ve the Pain

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


This pain is too muchAs I walk down that hallAll those staresAll those who judgeWhen they have no rightTo judge when theyAre just as fucked upFrom wit..
The Drug called Life

The Drug called Life

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


I tug on the bandAs the executionerTakes the noose o'erMy neck today.I did this to myselfI wished myself awayDrifting away from thoseWho might have ca..
Kill me now (no really, kill me mother...)

Kill me now (no really, kill me mother...)

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


The truth boils overI cannot take it in any longerThe pain is too greatThe suffering I cannot withstandAs those around me beat meBlack and blueAs they..
Why?

Why?

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


Why do I hurt myself?I should like who I amI should accept myselfAnd should rejoiceIn my successesWhile learning fromMy failures.Instead I am alwaysWa..
Runaway

Runaway

A Chapter by Ceuthonymus


That is it I cannot take this anymore I am losing it No, I have lost it already. I have no control Over my own life As my p..