I cannot feel it anymoreI used toBut it numbed as theDrugs consumed meAs I drank the venomAs I drowned in the seaAs I fucked upAs I lost my familyMy f..
That was itI cannot do thisThe same s**t anymoreI have finally lost itLiving this lifeIsn't even worth itSince I just sufferFrom the echoesReverberati..
That is itThe thing withinThe demon trappedCaged in by my thoughtsHas been unleashedTo torture meAnd those around meWith the venom heSpews forthFrom h..
Enter if ye dareTo the white lightThat pours outOf the crackRipping about the seamsOf my own realityLetting my insanityLeak on out intoYour own world...
I feel emptyOn the insideOf the corpseThat I live inThis husk taking meDown into the depths of hellAnd I am along for the ride.Darkness encases meCove..
This pain is too muchAs I walk down that hallAll those staresAll those who judgeWhen they have no rightTo judge when theyAre just as fucked upFrom wit..
I tug on the bandAs the executionerTakes the noose o'erMy neck today.I did this to myselfI wished myself awayDrifting away from thoseWho might have ca..
The truth boils overI cannot take it in any longerThe pain is too greatThe suffering I cannot withstandAs those around me beat meBlack and blueAs they..
Why do I hurt myself?I should like who I amI should accept myselfAnd should rejoiceIn my successesWhile learning fromMy failures.Instead I am alwaysWa..