I run away from my feelings.I run away from my moods.I run away from my depression.I run away from my suicidal thoughts.I run away from my sadness.I r..
Last night i wake up from a nightmare.I stare in darkness and see your eyes giving light.There you are beautiful friend staring back at me.Calls your ..
Sitting in bed staring through the window.Thinking about life and make my noose ready.Laying my suicide letter on the desser.Walking for the last time..
Sometimes i feel the strange when i walk.Sometimes i feel strange when i smile.Sometimes i feel strange when i talk.Sometimes i feel strange when i wr..
The little boy inside me.The little boy hates to write.The little boy hates the world.The little boy hates people.The little boy hates people who jugd..
The very first time i cut my self.The very first blood drops is saw that comes with selfharm.The very first feeling that made me do selfharm.The very ..
Laying here in the grass looking at midnight sky.Smoking and thinking about you while i look at the midnight sky.Putting my earphones in and turning t..
Memories of your death that brings me closer to the edge.Memories of heart beats you gave me when you kiss me.Memories of you when i look at my scars ..
Thousand different voices in my head.Thousand different voices come out my mouth.Thousand different sexual thoughts in my head.Thousand different thou..